My last attempt at sobriety

I have been clean for 3 days. I took 2 methadone today and I hope I don't have to take any tomorrow.  My sister just booked me a flight to Clinton, Iowa, and my mom just paid off all my debt.  They both worry about me more than I worry about me.  So they are rushing me off to the middle of NOWHERE to get clean.  They bought me a one way ticket, so I have NO idea how long I'm going to be there.
     Telling me EX-boyfriend is going to be the most difficult.  His response is going to be "your mom and sister are trying to keep us apart"  which is probably true, but it's for the best.  We are no good together. We are a modern day "Bonnie and Clyde" trouble seems to find us.  I feel like I need to embellish my story about why I'm going there, and definitely lie about how long I'm going to be gone.  It's ridiculous, why should it even matter?  I guess I should grow some balls and tell the truth.  *maybe.
     The next thing I am completely stressing over is FLYING. I despise flying.  Everytime I've ever flown anywhere, something has gone awry.  I just hope this flight is smooooooth sailing.  Plus, the fact that we are just gliding through the sky is really freaky. What the hell keeps the plane from just dropping out of the sky? 
     Last but not least, Iowa is evidently humid. FML.  I cannot stand humidity! (I went to Florida once and was miserable the WHOLE time, even at DisneyWorld!)  I have no idea how long I'll be there so what the hell am I supposed to pack? Oh yeah, and I can only bring one bag that weighs under 50 lbs. cause it's $40 extra for an additional bag.
     This should be a really good thing for me, I am going to be with my dad whom I haven't seen (or talked to since today) for over 3 years.  I've always really enjoyed time with my dad so I'm really glad to be with him. I hope I can talk him into coming back to Oregon with me when I do decide to come back.  I just don't know what I'm gonna do once I get back here.  My dad said he can hook me up with some bartending jobs, that is really cool. Plus, my moms best friend from high school owns a bar so my chances of getting a job fairly quickly are higher.  =D 
    This will be a great get-away/stay-away for me.  I need something new, different, far away.    The longer I am away, the longer I will be clean.  I can't wait to say I've been clean for a month, 2 months, etc. And believe me people, I will be blogging!! I'm sure there is alot to talk about in Clinton Iowa!! *sarcasm 
     I am going in town tomorrow. I hope I can stay strong and resist the urge to find drugs.   I will remain sober! I can do this!